The past 2 weeks have been overly dramatic for no reason at all. Somewhere i spinned off of the course the universe put me on and spiraled out to some unknown destination. When you go against what is already written, the results are HORRIBLE and just because you are use to things not being okay doesn't mean you should indulge in self sabotaging behavior. I know because i just did that to myself recently and did not recognize it until this very moment.
I don't know what course i am on now...but what i am certain of is i won't deter my own happiness anymore and i will not relapse into the mouth of insanity again. Dealing with what i have dealt with has caused me to burn bridges that i normally wouldn't even contemplate burning but some part of the universe is telling me that whatever was on the other side wasn't for me. Therefore, i am ok with this...saddened yes but ok.
Never will i engage in an interaction with a spirit destroyer again. This is a person that poisons your very existence and yet always wants to play the victim. Some of these individuals are genuinely so selfish that they don't see what they are doing in draining the life force out of you but they always call foul on you. Diverting. Or half embracing the toxin they spread in your soul...only laying notice to it if you notice it. Don't be a victim of it, good people. See it and dead it from jump. I made the mistake of not doing so and it has made me SO jaded that i have to spiritually cleanse often just to be sure it isn't me....because it isn't YOU.
Someone may need those words this morning. Nothing further.
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