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There is a moment of clarity that we all experience...its not all dramatic and extra like one may see in a film...but you still have the feeling of fresh air being rushed through your lungs. I think this is my moment again.

Often times, i have read the statement over and over again that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly and expecting a different result...that is the mantra that i have been subjecting myself to for the last 3 months...maybe longer. I intend not to do this anymore...no matter how hard it gets...its part of the territory of walking the road less traveled.

If i have any say in my destiny, no matter if it is manifest, i get to stop this grueling slamming of my heart. If it is said, then it is true and i do not take kindly to anyone not sweeping around their own front door...so now i am doing the same thing...cleaning up and keeping tidy. This resonates mostly with my mental state, for it has been so disheveled as of late that i cannot tell if i am coming or going...that stopped 2 days ago...at the moment when i decided to think AND act logically. It is better this way. And i am determined to keep pressing forward.

In the end, its just me here. Love the skin you're in good people...but if the soul needs to be cleansed and reborn...open your legs and PUSH....or something.

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