>:: you can run... ::<

...but you sure as hell can't hide. I don't overstand why people insist upon behaving in a way that doesn't align with their natural personality. I don't know if it is because it is easier to use facades to win people over or if you just GENUINELY don't like who you are as a person...but i'm a realist...if i'm a bitch, that is who i'll be....if i'm quiet, that's who i'll be....but what i won't be is a conformist...relishing in the attention of people that i might otherwise never deal with...and i think that is why i paused my foray into the music industry....because it is very easy to surround yourself with some not so great people...but that is life in general but it appears to be on a grander scale there in my opinion....i don't deal well with facades...i don't deal well with knowing you're being a fake frozen fish....i don't deal well with ANYone who claims to be a friend but when it really counts, you are nowhere to be found....

This is also the ugly dragon in relationships too....i had my fill of trying to be someone that i'm not in a relationship before and it didn't turn out pretty....matter fact, the next person i date will most likely have happened across this ad on my blog: "wanted: woman who will accept me for who I am and not what they want me to be. must realize that the sun doesn't shine on their ass and must also realize though i have a more masculine persona as a woman, i am sensitive and NOT like a man. must also realize that where two spirits gather, there is bound to be discord. your representatives need not apply. questions? contact me: phreethoughts@gmail.com." Seriously if you live in a bubble of what you want your ideal mate to be and you've had it before and it didn't turn out so well, maybe you ought to think about changing the scope of what you expect from someone or what you want in a mate whether they be physical qualities or whatever. and that is another thing....how often have you actually found someone who looked like they just stepped out of a photoshoot of King (or whatever you straight people read lol) and they actually balance it out with the mental? Keep going for those trophies and that is all they will be in your mind....past reminders of when you conquered something or in this case someONE.

This entry is simply to say....be yourself. I overstand the need to set the bar high when it comes to relationiships...yes i get that part....but if i find someone who is 95% of what i need in a woman and is only missing that small 5%, I won't be passing her up because she is "fat" or whatever the hell. That is stupid and superficial. You should kill yourself immediately. No like right now. KILL YOURSELF.

as you all were.