Monday, September 07, 2009

>:: things fall apart part 3 ::<


i suppose i should just go ahead and make this a series....

anddddd....this entry is going to be an ode to the missed opportunities...please play copycat in your various blogs if you so choose because i think everyone needs to do this at some point in your life....just to move forward....

being rejected...or not given a chance to grow into something wonderous is...dismal....almost heartbreaking....i have identified 7 times in my life where i met women who i thought i gelled(not changing that) with and it turned out to either fizzle or as my sister from another mother would say, they japped out....i can't even explain the die downs....i just know that what i wanted, they either couldn't offer or didn't try to...i'm a firm believer in compatibility....but i also know that most of the relationships i entered that lasted a few years weren't because we had everything in common...actually, i HATE dating someone that i have everything in common with...it makes the interaction SO boring because there is no room for dissent or a different view....who the hell wants to date a yes woman? o_O

anyone, this is the RIP entry...so to you few sparks of energy that were extinguished, i thank you kindly for your time....

for those that rejected me, i thank you for reminding me that i'm not as dope a person as i thought i am...

and for those that never gave me a chance....well....i still harbor bitter feelings toward you that i'm trying to get over....i despise this worse than rejection because at LEAST you're given an absolute reason why shit ain't fly.....but i digress....i'll let it go...someday....and hopefully soon...

carry on...

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