i'm up at this ungodly hour(and not out drinking and partying...2 points for me thankyouvermuch!)...and you know what's on my mind? Well my stans, i'm thinking about crushes....those fleeting moments in time when you become infatuated with someone or someTHING.....they/it caught your attention and has you stuck trying to figure them or it out...while they, perhaps aloof or knowingly, float around as normal.
meh. -_-
I'm currently infatuated with a phree soul here in the city....she hasn't a clue...although sometimes i think she does and just willingly ignores me. x_x I know i won't tell her because it's just...random...and though my mind has the tendency to wander toward random things, i'm not in the business of putting myself out there like "yo you're the SHIT to me!" (or some other jargon i deem suave but sounds stupid as hell).
I'm hating experiencing this at 28 years old.....crushes should have an age limit...or maybe i'm at the age where it's a "jones". well....i don't hate it i just know i can't/won't act on it....but alas, she is FINE....mind especially....body is a plus but who cares about that shit.
so yeah...i think i'll write her a poem...keep it in my stash to remember when she once had my nose open....and never knew...
as you all were.
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